You should put shoes on

"I'll be back""
"you should put shoes on"
"what?"
"this house isnt safe. put some shoes on you dont wanna cut yourself"
how exactly am i supposed to explain that i live in a shitty squat?
Should I have explained this before? How the fuck did i get her in the first place? Fuck the questions.
"there is a lot of broken glass"
"what?"
"i told you this place sucked i wasn't kidding"
did I really think she wouldnt notice all the broken glass, the destroyed furniture, the smashed windows? Its ok I got this after all she is still here it could be worse. What the fuck kind of situation is this? normal people dont have bathroom warnings. fuck being normal, itll work itself out.
"can i brush my teeth?"
"we dont really have running water"
"that is normal for a squat dont worry" I tell myself.
"well someone smashed the water pipe and we had to cap it off"  my explination sounds futile. the truth is strange sometimes.
if I had hot water this terrible place would be better but who has time for that? I dont. Life is too short fuck the water, fuck the bills, fuck rent. I wish this would last forever.